I’m fine..

pandasaurus23:

I’m fine.
It’s the lie we tell when we don’t want others to know.
When we don’t want them to see us fall apart.
What we say when we are too tired of dealing with all the pain to explain it all to someone who may or may not understand.
What we say when we want to be called a liar.
To have someone, anyone catch us out and make us talk.
It’s what we say, so they think we’re okay.
What we say, to make it through.

Night time,lying on the bed under my blanket which is also my safety zone,thinking about everything around me that’s going wrong.Hoping to wake up and wish for a magic to fix everything.